I believe that, when you start something, and things start to go wrong straight off the bat, the end result will be something undesirable.

What I learned was, instead of fucking up in the first place, make it right the first time. Once you've messed up, you can never recover.

recap on 2006

- started off really really bad

- things started to get better, then, started to go downhill

- trip to korea, probably the highlight of 2006. Paid 30$ for a glass of Merlot. Best times of my life.

- ended with something not so good, didn't go out NYE because didn't feel like 2006 was anything to celebrate about

hopefully, 2007 will be much better, new year, new start, time to build from ground up

I haven't written in Xanga for so long. It's been so long, that it took me 10 minutes to figure out my password for my xanga account. I haven't written here for many reasons. 1. It's a waste of time 2. No need to post my thoughts for the whole fucking world to see, no one fucking knows me 3. All the hot girls on xanga weren't worth xanga-stalking anymore.

2006 was one fucked up year. Fucked up in a good way and in a bad way; by far, the bad way outweighed the good. The start of 2006 was messed., then things got better, then things started to fall apart again, etc etc.

This year, I think I've changed alot as a person, and once again, my outlook on life has become alot broader. I've noticed that the people around you have a big influence around you. You can either hate or love the people around you, and the people who are left in the end, have the largest impact on you.

It's already 2007... holy fucking shit fuck. how?? I remember writing the date 1990 at the top of my drawing journal in kindergarten, and playing power rangers in alley. Year 2000, everyone was psyched up about the 'future' about cars flying and whatnot... already 2007. Thats fucking crazy. It creeps me out to see kids born in the 90's drinking alocohol and smoking cigarettes. 2007.. who would have thought. I guess I'm just getting old. Then again, I don't want to get old.

Taking a semester off of school, and going to Korea changed me alot to. It got my mind off alot of shit. At first, I didn't want to go, but now that I think abou it, it's probably one of the best decisions I've made in me life on many levels.

It's true, once you turn 20, you're not a teen anymore, and you quickly realize this. It's like a huge slap in the face.

I opened my eyes this morning to a rude awakening. Not quite a dream, but something they call reality.

The body has the amazing capability to heal itself. I think that this is the most wonderous gift given to humans. No matter how deep you cut yourself the wound will always automatically heal. Even if may hurt like hell at the time, the body will eventually heal itself. Time is the only answer. Eventually, we forget.. move on. A little rubbing alcohol always helps as well.

Scars are always left behind, but these are just a mere reminder of what pain we've endured in the past. These scars are a reminder that in the future, you have to be more careful to prevent similar accidents from happening.